College Update

Wow I hardly ever go on here. Haha. Well to update all 2 1/2 people that read this doohickey, I just registered for next semester's classes. That was fun.
I am currently signed up for:
Sports Officiating Softball
American Foundations
Math for the Real World
Book of Mormon pt 2
Science Foundations
Career Exploration

Don't those sound like fun? Haha I would like to take this Readers Theatre class, but it's at the same time as my Book of Mormon class. So I must sort out my priorities.

But besides that, I'm debating moving to California for my semester break. My roommate invited me to live with her. My dad doesn't want me to go, but I can't make up my mind. It all depends on if I can get a job down there or not. I've already applied at a Panera down there. So now I'm just waiting on a reply.

I've changed my major yet again. I don't want to do Theatre anymore. I can't decide what I'd like to do instead though. I guess this is something I just need to pray about. In my patriarchal blessing it says to be careful when I choose a career, so I should definitely pray about it.

Well that's all I can think of for now. I'll try and post again sometime soon. Love you!

Another Chance

I tried to write a song about my relationship with my best friend, and it turned out horrible depressing. I have no idea why, it's just what came out. So I've decided not to turn it into a song, instead, it's just a poem.

I see two rocks in the middle of the sea
There's one for you and one for me
The waves of life try to knock us down
But if we stand together we're safe and sound
The clouds are rolling over our heads
The pits of our stomachs fill with dread
Because of the wind your rock is crumbling
I look over and see you stumbling
"Come join me!" I say "Before you fall over
And you can cry right here on my shoulder."
But you just look at me and whisper, "I'm sorry."
Then turn and dive headfirst into the water
I scream your name as you disappear
But soon you're too far to hear
I open my eyes it was just a dream
I can't bear to go back to sleep
But here it comes asleep again
So I leap to your rock and grab your hand
I can't bear to see you jump again
Below us are sharks saying "Come in for a swim!"
You look at me with hollow eyes, a crooked grin
I can hear the sharks in the sea laugh
Next second you're gone, gone with a splash
I close my eyes wishing it to end
When I open them again, I understand
To save your life I've got one more chance
So I close my eyes tight and pray
But morning's already come, it's too late
The tears start to fall down to the floor
And then you come through my door
Suddenly I know, the dreams were chances one and two
But the day has brought me another chance with you.




And you can see how that was sad. I don't know why it turned out that way. Oh well.

Life since November 2009

I realize I have not posted in quite some time. I feel awful about that. So I guess I shall inform you all as to what has happened in my life.
I am no longer a homeschool student, as I have taken my GED. I am going to attend Midlands Tech next year and graduate as a Dental Hygienist.
I am hopefully moving out before the new year. We've already found this great apartment, we just have to wait until November before we can stake our claim on it. I'm gonna room with Annie, Heather, Desiree, and maybe Andie. It's gonna be a blast!
I am still single, and I don't know how much I love it right now. I kind of really want a boyfriend, but there are no guys who like me. Well, Mormon guys anyway.
I currently have two jobs. I work at Regal Columbiana Grande Cinemas, and at Panera Bread. Between those two jobs, I virtually have no life.
I'm not like the normal 17 year old. I don't go out and party. I have never done drugs, or partaken of alcoholic beverages. I am still a virgin. I haven't even had my first kiss yet.
I'm turing 18 soon, and I'm hoping that I will be able to do something actually fun for it. I might go camping. Or do nothing and just sit at home. That seems to be all I do.
Well I feel this is enough for now. Simply because it's 11:06pm and I have to work at 7:30 tomorrow. So until next time, which hopefully won't be too far off, I love you!

I'm a liar...

So we weren't those peoples for Halloween. We were lazy and never made the costumes.. But guess what?!?! Aunt Jody and Cassidy and Warren and Tyler are coming for Thanksgiving!!! I am sooo uber excited!!! They come tomorrow!! I don't know when they leave yet though.. But they're driving so that'll take a while.. YAY!!

Words cannot describe how excited I am!!! Except I'm bummered cause I have to work Wednesday, Friday, and Saturday, so I won't really be able to hang with them for long.. :(

I'll get over it.. YIPPEE!!! :)

Halloween.. ooo spooky!

So for Halloween Maia, Annie, and I are gonna be the Sailor Scouts!! Maia is gonna be Sailor Neptune, Annie is Sailor Mars, and I'm Sailor Jupiter.. It's gonna be sooo awesome!! :DD

Shoulda Been A Cowboy

Think about it.. Would it not be awesome to be a cowboy? Or cowgirl if you will. You get to ride a horse, carry a gun, be all southern. Oh and you can do basically whatever you want because hey! you're a cowboy! :D

Plus lets all admit that cowboys are undeniably hott.. :D lol but anyways... So about this talent show me and Annie are doing.. It's coming along right now.. we keep hitting speed bumps.. I have to practice my singing.. I gotta sing all big and loud.. I'm thinking of purposely messing up, cause then it'll be on purpose...

Yeah.. urgh...

Who wants to read about my life?!?!?

Anyone? aww.. ok then.. :( Now what do I "blog" about... Is this that thing where you go and vent your feelings? I don't wanna be all teenage angsty on this.. :/

Anywhoosy.. Urr... Way down yonder on the Chattahoochie.. never knew how much that muddy water meant to me..

SEE! I told you I burst into song! OO!! I know! hey everyone who reads this!! (tanner and annie) go watch this video!! ok maybe just tanner.. since annie helped make it.. :/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQRSeuAdWqY

:DD